I was innocently scrolling through my pictures on my camera and BAM…..I was hit with them. In all of their glory. Explicit, gritty, hot, graphic photos. Most of them are just of his cock, some are of him actually fucking me; and a couple of them, and these are the obvious gems, I actually got his mug in the shot!
Let me back track. I actually was scrolling through the pictures on my camera on the plane, en route to California. And of course to I stuffed into the middle seat, with the noisiest, little man siting next to me. About half way through the plane ride I decide to burrow my way down to the floor to try and retrieve my camera. After blindly flaying my arms and legs on the floor for a minute or so, I’d successfully recovered my camera.
So I start scrolling through the pictures, I can feel my squat little neighbors eye’s burning the camera, but I figured he be looking at some pretty mundane stuff. Wouldn’t you know that the third picture would be a throbbing cock! Wow did I turn that camera off fast.
Two things happened instantaneously, first I got an incredibly sick feeling in the pit of my stomach. Seeing that picture took me back to that moment. To him. To everything. The second thing that happened was that I started worrying about how I was going to get them off my camera. I didn’t want to have to look at them again, which I would have to do if I was to delete them. I also wasn’t particular thrilled at the idea of having someone else deleting them for me, since that would mean they would be looking at them; more importantly ME and my girl! So I was left in a serious quandary.
Then I started playing with the idea of posting them. I mean not the ones of the two of us, but the cameos. In some strange way it seems like it might make me feel like a way to gain some kind of power and control in a situation where I feel like I let him take all my power, control and dignity.
I am sure that I won’t post them. But even the passing idea gave me a small moment of levity and enjoyment. I believe he will get what he deserves in the end.
So I guess I’ll have to do the deleting myself…definitely something you don’t think about when your taking them!
Note of the day:
Beware the left over of a relationship, they can pack a mean punch.
